Lost my funk!!

How slack have I been, it's been ages since I have written on here. I am in such a hole at the moment and I can't seem to get out.. I wouldn't say it's laziness well it might be a little bit of that but I just don't seem to have any motivation. I should be getting excited about April but I just keep putting things off mainly cardio!!! I dislike it so much... LOL But unfortunately I am the kind of person that has to do copious amounts to get results.. I read the other day a figure girl was having a winge that she had to do 30min of cardio 3 times a week! I laughed, the poor girl... I'm more like 3 hours a day:(

My poor husband gets his head bitten off when he reminds me how long it is until April and reminds me I'm not competing in novice any more and have to pick up my game this time to be competitive. I should listen to every word that comes out of his mouth cause he seems to always be right!!! I have to draw the line between husband and trainer..

Well I'm just going to have to find some funk from somewhere.. I don't think it helps when you dislike your job and you just feel out of sorts.

On a more positive note, there will be 4 girls coming over to the April comp to compete for the first time. 3 of which I'm helping out with whatever I can, as I know how daunting it was for me last year.. It should be a little easier this time as I will have more cardio training partners to push me that little bit harder.. There also bringing over more people to fill the crowd with Tassie supporters, so it's not so quiet when we grace the stage~!!

I have decided to use my last year bikini again and may get another one for the Nationals. I have chosen my music and started the routine. I just have to get my head in the zone!!

I had an interview for the branch job I put in for. I think it went well, should here back by the end of the week if I was successful.

I am still really keen to start my Cert III and IV I'm going to do it with FITNATION.

I rang my g/f today and told her we need to meet every morning, I'm heaps better if I have to meet someone cause if I don't go I feel I have let them down so I told her from now on it's an every day appointment...

Hope every one in blog land is well and on track......

Take care, xx

Will make sure I start blogging every day.....