Tuesday, March 10, 2009

What do you think???

Well I've been considering to put together a weekly You Tube video over the next 16 weeks leading up to the All Females in July, covering my change in physique and some training video's and what I do for cardio and other stuff like posing practice etc... I was thinking not only will this help me stay on track, like I would have to answer to a computer screen every week, as I have no support network at home as I use to, no personal trainer or dietitian to keep me on the right track.. I know what has to be done and know I can do it, it's just a matter of pulling my finger out and having something other than myself to be accountable to.... Also I think it's so interesting some of the ones I have watched on the net of people's transformations... As I have let myself put on a few extra kg's than I would have liked (own fault, no one else to blame) it should be an interesting journey.... So what do you think????

I have had so many thoughts about weather or not I even want to compete again, but I want to prove to myself I can get there again....

I have started reading the Twilight series of books and I'm hooked... I'm on to the second book now!! Even my work mates are shocked, I was outside having lunch reading the other day and a workmate asked if I was alright!! I said yeah why??? They commented that they had never seen me read a book other than a Fitness Magazine in nearly 5 years!!! I laughed and said I was o.k and had found a new thing to do to relax!!!! I cant wait to see the movie now....

No contact with the ex in a long time.... I did send him a text asking him if he thought how strange it was not having any contact with someone for so long that he once loved enough to marry... It just seems so weird to have been in such a committed relationship as marriage then poof seeming not to care or contact or even a hello as if I don't exist... Maybe it's a harder thing to comprehend than him as I did truly adore and love him... Oh well, his choice...

I'm excited about my trip to Melbourne this weekend to watch the Pro Show, sounds like they have got an awesome line up to watch!!! Should give me that boost of motivation needed!! I'm staying with my good friend Al, haven't seen him since his visit to Tassie, it will be nice to spend a few days catching up.... He's also in comp prep mode, but unlike me has the strongest willpower and determination I have ever seen in a human!!! Got to love that!!!

Work is still boring the life out of me... I applied for another job as a coke rep the other day, see if I get a response from these guys.. I have started to walk to work now it's just over 5 km there and then home again, I'm going to do this Tue and Thu and RPM Mon Wed and Fri mornings...

I have been reading many of your blogs but I'm a slack ass, and don't comment on them enough..... Love all your work weather it be about a comp prep, having a general whinge about life or anything else that takes your fancy I love reading and keeping up to date in so many people's lives...

Take care, eat well, train hard and smile lots xxx

9 comments:

RaeC said...

What an awesome idea Ursula. I know I for one would love to watch your vids. It would be a cool thing for everyone to do and could be a great tool for you with feedback. Keep going hard girl xxx

Magda said...

I vote yes for the YouTube video Ursula

:-) Magda

Vicki said...

Hey Ursula, yeah I'm with the others - what a fab idea :) Would love to watch the progress and you are right, I think it would help keep you on track and motivated.
xx

Nicole P said...

Yes please! Do the you tube videos - that would be awesome! Nicole xx

Trudi said...

Oh for sure Ursula. I'd love to watch them as it is such a motivator to get our own arse's into gear...following your rock buns of course!!lol
Im up to book 4 in the Twilight and they all are quite unique. Have even thought of getting myself a t-shirt but dont think my daughter would think its cool!! Trudsxx

Tara said...

hey babe, great idea on the youtube!!

Re, twilight...... you wait till you get to read book 3 & 4. OMFG!!! they are the best books in the whole wide world. I couldnt put them down for a second. Can't wait to get them out of storage and read them again and again and again. ;o)

Tara xx

Em said...

Smashing idea hun :)

ending a marriage is so tough, I have been there done that bought the t-shirt. I guess it takes time but just rermember your strong and can do anything you put your mind to!

Keep at it sweetie :)

Em:)

Raechelle said...

Very cool girl! We'll all be watching for sure! how fun!

Lia Halsall said...

Sounds like a great idea Ursula. Let us know when you do. :o)

Lia xxx